Thursday, April 1, 2010

lives entangled

He has it all. A good job - safe, secure, good pay. Fancy enough car - fancier than most, house, a family that cares. Plays for a good league in the kingdom.. and is living the life. then he meets her.. a med student from a former soviet union country, jumps to the kingdom for the summer cash. takes him for a ride.. literally a ride. he thought he had it all.. the life, and the hottie on his arm.. hopes of wanting his fairy tale. her intentions weren't the same. she took it all in.. and nothing in return. dumped him to chew the last bits.. left him in the dump, and found her happily ever after with a kiwi.

time healed the wounds, he found another... hoping for another perfect story? she too looked perfect, sounded perfect.. but a slimeball.. belonged to another man - literally. but now she was carrying His child. he sits and thinks, why god why me.. i have faith in you. but why do you punish me this way. he thought he'd give up on love.. the only thing he was missing.. that kicks him in the gut everytime he thinks he got it in the bag.

fuck it all, says yes to a paper ad... yet again another woman with hidden intentions of jumping ship to the kingdom. blinded by all the crap he went through, and for the wrong reasons, he gets hitched. with no friends by his side.. feeling like a stranger in a foreign land, but a fairy tale looking wedding... brings the new bride home. time, yet again fooled him.. and the wrong reasons faded away.. true colors pop out. he started hating his life.. couldn't live the lie anymore.. moves out.. divorced parents taught him the consequences earlier on.. and vowed not to ever think of that option in his life. but now.. that looks to be the only one available, to let him live his life..

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I thought i was in a rut.. but love always seems, and never fails to take you down with it.. when it falls out.

with love,
cf.

7 comments:

  1. sometimes I too wonder why we go through so much...esp when our intentions are good and we don't deserve them...

    I always wonder..coz moving on is never as easy as it sounds.

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  2. This exact thing happened to me 3 times.

    1 - cheated with another person
    2 - joy ride
    3 - just for money

    I thought it's just me. But seems like it's more of a common problem.

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  3. Story of my life. ;(

    And finally, when I was sick of all that and stopped looking, the best thing in life just walked in to my life. ;)

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  4. lankan - it's amazing how we can relate to so many others lives.

    ser isle - aw i'm glad you are happy with the One. =)

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  5. why do people want to hurt us soo much???nicely written...:)

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  6. penny: i too wish we knew the answer. thanks for dropping by =)

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